Passion

What does passion mean to you? Do you have passion in your life right now?

I used to believe I have passion in my life. I love what I was doing back then. Getting out from my bed early morning is always not an issue for me. I enjoy meeting new people and learn new things everyday. Seeing beautiful things around me made me feel so happy.

Right now, I'm sorry to say that I feel like I have lost my passion to everything that I've encountered. I have no intention to even call my friends or hang out with anyone. I live like a automatic programmming robot. Wake up, go to work, sleep ... then repeat the same process day by day. I just want to sit at a corner and let the time passing me by. I don't care even there's nobody talking to me. Suddenly, I just wanna be with myself.

I know, this is not healthy. I have to find a way to end this and start living my life again. I'm surviving but not living now. I really hate this kind of feeling! Please... let me find a way and back to myself as soon as possible. I don't know how long can I hang on here without having any passion to my life.

Seriously, I need to save me from myself.

Questions.

I'm sitting alone at a corner. Wondering about many many things that have no answers.

Perhaps I shouldn't keep asking myself 'why' but change it to 'how'. 'Why is this happening?' should be changed to 'How can this helps me?'.

Smart people ask smart questions. I think I should learn from smart people.