I simply believe love is hard. Ain't you believe it too?
Sometimes, you wish you could be with the one you loved 24/7. You wish you could laugh with him/her over every happy little things that happening around you two. You wish he/she can see only you in his/her eyes. You miss him/her like crazy everyday and you wish he/she does the same thing as you do.
But really, it's not always like this.
Sometimes, you two fight and cry like nobody business. You curse him/her and you wish to tore his/her heart apart like how he/she did to you. You don't wish to see him/her or even hear his/her name being mention. You just hate that why do you love a boy/girl who take you for granted. You wish he/she can call you back everytime after you hang up the call. You wish you two can have a little more space so that you two won't be seeing each other everyday. You wish you could just fly away from here and hope that he/she would come and look for you.
Trust me, if that's what you have been through, that means you are really in love. Question is, does he/she feel the same way too? That's why love is hard.
Friday, February 25, 2011
Saturday, February 12, 2011
Midnight thought
I just can't sleep... even though I have a busy night in cafe.
Thinking about many many stuffs with my eyes wide open. Thinking about... does he serious about getting marry? Does he love his ego more than me? Does he really care about his friends more than me? Does a diamond ring really worth for me to stay with him forever? Does he really... love me?
I know, you might think I'm silly to think about all these meaningless questions over and over again. Sometimes, I just wish that I can be a dumb girl... so that I can help him to save his pride/face... but too bad, I'm not good at pretending.
This is me. What you see is what you get. Suddenly I just realized that the reason why I can't stop thinking about all these questions is... I was hurt. Hurt. What a big word!
Guess if you really love me, maybe you shouldn't judge me with your so-called 'friends'.
Thinking about many many stuffs with my eyes wide open. Thinking about... does he serious about getting marry? Does he love his ego more than me? Does he really care about his friends more than me? Does a diamond ring really worth for me to stay with him forever? Does he really... love me?
I know, you might think I'm silly to think about all these meaningless questions over and over again. Sometimes, I just wish that I can be a dumb girl... so that I can help him to save his pride/face... but too bad, I'm not good at pretending.
This is me. What you see is what you get. Suddenly I just realized that the reason why I can't stop thinking about all these questions is... I was hurt. Hurt. What a big word!
Guess if you really love me, maybe you shouldn't judge me with your so-called 'friends'.
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
The power of "Relationship Status" on Facebook
Today is 8th Feb 2011. It's the sixth day of lunar Chinese New Year. Everything is still the same. Adults go back to work while children go back to school. Me? Still working at the same cafe that own by me and my boyfriend, opps, I should call him as my fiance now, Chris.
Nothing much has changed except that he popped the question. Some people are happy for me while some are not. Well, they didn't say it out loud but their action speak louder than words. Seriously, I don't understand why people need to make a fuss about other people's relationship status on Facebook. Does it matter to them if my status is "engaged"? Oh ... I don't think so. But apparently, they are not happy because my fiance has changed his status too. In their mindset, changing relationship status without inform them is rude! They feel like they have been caught off guard. But, you know what, I don't really give a damn. Can't they just get themselves a life? Gosh!
Okay, let's just said they don't know the true meaning of engagement. According to Wikipedia: "An engagement is a promise to marry, and also the period of time between proposal and marriage – which may be lengthy or trivial. During this period, a couple is said to be affianced, betrothed, engaged to be married, or simply engaged. Future brides and grooms are often referred to as fiancées or fiancés respectively (from the French word fiancé). The duration of the courtship varies vastly.". So people who are annoyed by our relationship status, we are not married yet. OKAY?
Seriously, I just want to get marry ... with the man that I truly love. We've been together for 8 years. So, what do you think we should do next? Please don't jump into other people life and tell us what to do or not to do.
I've told myself that I can't control other's people action but I can control how I react to them. So, I decided to move on and don't ever look back. Their action just simply show that they are so inmature and selfish. As for me, I should just... go on and walk away.
Be with the man that I love is the only thing that I'm asking now.
Nothing much has changed except that he popped the question. Some people are happy for me while some are not. Well, they didn't say it out loud but their action speak louder than words. Seriously, I don't understand why people need to make a fuss about other people's relationship status on Facebook. Does it matter to them if my status is "engaged"? Oh ... I don't think so. But apparently, they are not happy because my fiance has changed his status too. In their mindset, changing relationship status without inform them is rude! They feel like they have been caught off guard. But, you know what, I don't really give a damn. Can't they just get themselves a life? Gosh!
Okay, let's just said they don't know the true meaning of engagement. According to Wikipedia: "An engagement is a promise to marry, and also the period of time between proposal and marriage – which may be lengthy or trivial. During this period, a couple is said to be affianced, betrothed, engaged to be married, or simply engaged. Future brides and grooms are often referred to as fiancées or fiancés respectively (from the French word fiancé). The duration of the courtship varies vastly.". So people who are annoyed by our relationship status, we are not married yet. OKAY?
Seriously, I just want to get marry ... with the man that I truly love. We've been together for 8 years. So, what do you think we should do next? Please don't jump into other people life and tell us what to do or not to do.
I've told myself that I can't control other's people action but I can control how I react to them. So, I decided to move on and don't ever look back. Their action just simply show that they are so inmature and selfish. As for me, I should just... go on and walk away.
Be with the man that I love is the only thing that I'm asking now.
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